I really want to write in my blog more but blogging only to brag honestly gets kinda boring… so for fun, heres a long winded and entertaining peek into my thoughts on a slaves perception of “going to get normal”
Im always a bit confused when my slaves say that they need a break or to stop and use a reason which eludes to them being a slave or into submissive fetishes with some kind of negative undertone. More like, overtone! Im not talking about canned perceptions and insults about slaves, like, worthless, stupid and loser, etc. Though, yeah, some are… not all are! I think most know that but its just too much fun to demean, emasculate and look down upon a man of accomplishments, finances and especially those who as well like it!
Anyway, it seems as though some slaves think that they are being bad or hurting themselves on some deeper more real kind of level by staying a slave or playing around in their fetishes on line. Some will say “this” isn’t really them, or they really dont like that stuff its just drunk talk or they feel bad or they just want to change
I always go through the images in my mind, like a little slave movie that quickly streams by… I see a “man” enjoying himself with me, as my slave, being stimulated, experiencing a life he typically only gets to fantasize or dream about… exploring, serving and living in another part of himself that he has to usually keep completely hidden! They have their cake and can eat it too. Its a sense of freedom to be the real you, the you that your cock is enslaved to… or wait, do I have that backwards… Its your cock, you are enslaved to haha!
Then the other visuals stream by… extreme boredom, almost no stimulation, never getting to be anyone besides the image you have been created into by your perception of how the world sees you and your best fake face forward in it! Aww my poor little cupcakes… I almost feel bad for you! I mean, I like my little worker bees to be in distress, over extended, stretched thin and bent over ass backwards… but, for Me! Not for something like a boring suppressing life! Thats kinda sad almost… I mean, I dont really care, its just you after all but I would think you would prefer to live happier… which would include me for all the above reasons!
So, as you can see, when I hear a slave say he needs a break I think “but, you’re on one right now…” lol You mean, you want to try harder to be more socially acceptable even when no one is looking so that some tiny part of you can feel better. Its brainwashing… thats why being reprogrammed and re-brainwashed by Me is so vital! My wicked yet illuminated dialogue offers freedom and pleasure… Im understanding and deceitful, beautiful and highly intoxicating. I make you feel ways that you crave so badly and will never find in the conventional world… Perhaps you’ve married and so you know that this feeling or these feelings and experiences will not be had otherwise.
Yet you are feeling like a loser because of someone else perception and reality, but you are happier and in some highly resonating realm also enjoying life a little more! Where do you really think you’re going? Honestly now? My little silly spender… you are exactly where you want to be! xoxox
At least some of the time!
Markiepoo and I have a great Princess/slave relationship (for the most part lol) He doesnt want to be completely home-wrecked and he loves his girlfriend, which is fine by me. I prefer the deviant lengthy exchange, the kind where your addiction grows, she becomes less important, Im adored while she is barely in the equation… your’re sneaking and hiding… paying, spoiling, spending, obsessing, and I have absolute and total control over your pecker, mind and wallet!
Sometimes I make blatant demands which are in the truest sense for only and merely My enjoyment! Other times Im playful, bratty and you can feel or see me playing with you, setting you up… exploiting your fetishes and engaging you!
haha you can always tell when Im ovulating because I put out more slightly suggestive content, as bait of course… My perceptions completely change during this time of the month! I become a venomous siren who has a taste for trouble… I will seduce, spend more time taunting with slaves or even make clips which are more suggestive…
Like a kitten bats with a ball of yarn, slowly unraveling it with its sharp little claws, is as to me with you! Then when Im not ovulating, I simply care a little less and so you feel it… its a mind fuck for you… You must work a little harder to regain My interest… but all I want is your cash and gifts haha and for you to give to me and work for me and flatter me! There is nothing you can do to really ever attain my attention. Because you simply aren’t needed… Ocasionally, when I feel like it, you are used a little bit more for extra deviant fun and personal amusement! This, you REALLY love! 😉
Markiepoo spends time with his gf and his family, work etc… *I* am a highly adored and very much NEEDED addition to his world!
Thats the way to do it slaves… I mean, by all means, make me #1… thats how it should be! haha but not all slaves have NOTHING else in life, some are half decent men who may not be Good Enough for me theyre still not total losers, as some of you are! hehe
You will add me to your life because you need to serve a beautiful Princess like me… My long dark legs are so sexy and you know your wallet or pecker cant resist legs like Mine!!! 😉
Your other boring and less interesting option is to “have a break” or “get normal”… which is really someone elses perception you are trying to make your reality which is another altered state of reality! Its someone else and thats why it sucks so bad for you… But sure, feel free to many nights of loneliness, boredom or worse, being made to perform sexual tasks on your wife which whom you’ve long been turned off by. No! You cant just, not get hard by her… you actually are turned off by her!
Maybe being normal is having your dick sucked by a girl you’re not even into while you close your eyes and pretend its one of the back street boys sucking you off!
… you get the point!
Why bother, when you can just give in?… when you can just let temptation take over and succumb to how good it feels when you let this little devil inside and steal your mind! Let your mind feast on that little treasure for a minute… Mindy Land… going full on Mindy Mode and experiencing how good it is when Im an intoxicating little devil, first hand!
Perception;
if I could control your mind and subject your mind to my perceptions, realities and thoughts… I would obviously control your life.. I would quickly control how you feel. You, with my perceptions become someone else. because you wont make the same choices or see things your way any more… you will be you, living the way I think you should. Your body and mind would thank me for that! haha
Im clearly the brighter and more astute mind, you value and adore my thoughts and already have the desire to obey… which we both enjoy!
Im not sure if I have a point exactly but to wrap it up… For the slaves who feel like sometimes you need to “get normal” , there is a much more exciting and obvious solution… Give In To Mindy!
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